Mum nt feeling well... bro went to work.... father also so went to church by my own. I went to find the guy in charge of my church band to arrange a time for the band practice but he said wana hear me play my cello to know my standard first. I was like huh... is it that hard to get into the band? Does it mean if i cant play well den cant join? It's kinda weird to hear somebody telling u that "i wana hear u play to see where ur standard is". Just hope i can make it in time for christmas carol. My wish of the year is to play some christmas song in front of everybody else as well as to go overseas. Another week just passed like that n i have nt started going to the PAYCO and n starting to play in the church band. Time seems to be running out.